I feel crappy and tired and gross, but also I felt like I should actually tell people about the fact that I don’t feel very boy and haven’t for months and have actually been feeling a lot more comfortable being gender neutral and so I’m asking that people call me “he” and “boy” less and use “they” and “enby” more. I don’t feel uncomfortable with he, but I feel a lot better with they. I think he became a safety net for me, the way you first come out and the pronouns everyone used were safe and it was scary but it felt better, but I was nervous about being mocked more so I basically erased my fluidity and simply said I was a boy when I know I was non-binary, and I’ve said he/they and everyone defaults to he when that’s basically just something I wanted because I was scared to say I’m non-binary. So I’m comfortable with it, but I don’t like it. They.
it’s so rare that you meet someone who makes you feel so warm and happy like they are like sunshine and you just want them around all the time
"cis people are scum"
you’re discriminating and hating on an entire group just because of their gender!
just like you claim your oppressors do to you
another cis person equating years of violent oppression to cyberbullying
OP’s use of the word “”claim”” as if we’re making this shit up um
i’ve stopped trash talking comic sans after learning the font is actually one of the only dyslexia-friendly fonts that come standard with most computers and i advocate for others doing the same
LAVERNE COX IS NOW FIFTH BELOW JUSTIN BIEBER AND KATY PERRY ON THE TIMES POLL. PLEASE CONSIDER VOTING HER UP AND VOTING DOWN BIEBER AND PERRY!!! THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT AND TIME IS CRUCIAL!!!!
So, although I’m 18, I still have my permit and need practice driving. Today my mom was having me drive from Safeway back to my enbyfriend’s house. Along the way, we went from a main street, to a side street, where an old man in an old truck started honking continuously at me.
He was honking because I was going “too slow”. We were on a 35 mph road, and I was going about 27 on a section with big turns that has signs suggesting 25 because of the turns. That was when he STARTED honking. After that, I continued on the regular portion of the road at about 33-35 mph. So, I was driving at speed limit, and he was angry that I was driving too slow.
At the end of the street, I was going to turn right at a 3-way intersection and continue on another main road. He was behind me, and we were both in the far right lane turning right, meaning we both should have gone directly into the far right lane, but he decided to go into the left lane (which is already illegal) and proceed to cut me off so fast and sudden that I had to slam on my breaks and almost crash into the curb in order to not get hit. My mom was pissed and insisted I follow him even though that nearly set me into a panic attack and I was trying realy hard to calm down. We followed him for a while as he was speeding ahead, meaning I had to speed which was terrifying and awful, and eventually he pulled into a laundromat and stopped where my mom got out to talk to (yell at) him and he proceeded to speed off again, so my mom had me switch seats and continued chasing him even angrier and even faster, which only made my anxiety worse. Finally, he pulled over and we stopped and he shouted “I’m calling 911 and reporting you for impeeding the flow of traffic and reckless endangerment!” and my mom told him I was learning to drive, and he said to me “Oh, are you learning to impeed the flow of traffic and recklessly endanger others??” and sped off again. My mom caught his licence plate number and called the police and told them what happened, and then took me the rest of the way to my enbyfriend’s house. A while later, she texted me “Okay, after reflecting on the situation, do not ever do what your mother did. Do not chase somebody down and get out of the car and confront them, he could have been nuts, so don’t you ever do what I did, love you” and stopped by to inform me that the cops said that if it ever happens again, not to chase them or engage them, and to call them as soon as he starts to honk at us and follow us, and that that is enough to get an officer to come assist us before it gets out of hand. And also that I’m not in any trouble.
So that was the big event of my day.
I bought cute undies at the mall today. The lady shopping next to me said “I have to ask, my son is trans, I am buying him underwear… I mean her, still working on the her thing, sorry, but could you help me? Please!”
I almost cried.
really though nothing makes me happier than supportive parents of trans* kids
I got panties that I like
also i’m trying to not totally hate my butt and these help a little
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
In the near future, I’m looking forward to seeing Kai after first period, but I’m also looking forward to seeing Eli before he moves
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
No um, I dunno. Cute people. I don’t really have a “type” i don’t think. Fat and giving a queer vibe both tend to draw me in to people. (Not just like, having the stereotypical queer look, just like I get the vibe that they are or something)
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Not usually. It does with certain people, like my really innocent friends and my teachers and stuff.But I mean, my mom is taking me to buy a sex toy and i post about my sex life and have a friend who i regularly update with about our sex lives so no.
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
This is really hard but I’ll try
1. Fake Your Death - My Chemical Romance
2. Gun - My Chemical Romance
3. You Know What They Do to Guys Like us in Prison - My Chemical Romance
4. No Wonder I - Lake
5. Double Team - Tenacious D
I’d say I’m sorry it’s mostly My Chem but I’m not.
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I spent a lot of time with a group of rad friends uvu
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Okay, my first crush at all was a 3 year old I lived next to in Coos Bay, so no. But my first actual crush that wasn’t just like to have something to talk to my friends about and I actually didn’t think about or someone that I kinda liked but was mostly infatuated with, but like had an actual crush on and really really liked, was probably Eli and he’s still my best friend so yes, yes I do.
21. What are you bad habits?
Oh gosh, being incredibly annoying by talking too much and quoting too many things too often, fake-insulting with comebacks basically being “you’re (whatever they said)”, watching shows/reading homestuck to avoid my actual responsibilities, and probably a lot more.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Everything I do with Kai, probably.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Not lighter or darker, but I do wish it was less red.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Well yeah. I think most of them would probably suspect it, aside from Brian. I don’t think Brian knew. He was utterly oblivious and dumb. And I don’t know if I ever told Britney, and I don’t know if she could tell. It was easier to pretend I didn’t because I was dating Robin, oops.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Um, I really don’t know.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
Jesus, this could mean a lot of things for anyone! Like, sometimes it’s cause I’m sad, sometimes it’s cause i’m anxious, sometimes it’s just ‘cause i’m thinking, sometimes it’s because i’m dissociating and have no idea what’s going on, sometimes it’s because i’m incredibly happy, and sometimes i’m just fucking being quiet ????
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Seeing Kai and graduating.
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yeah, not my favorite thing really.
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
54. Favourite store?
hoW ABOUT NO
57. Favourite food?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhh h h I won some soccer games with my team as a kid??? i won some reading thing as a kid??? i don’t think i’ve won anything else ever so no
the competition for kai’s heart63. Ever been in love?
This is a really vague thing but i’m gonna go with yeah buddy
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
Okay that’s a weird question i like all of my friends and i like them each differently like what the heck i’m not just gonna compare two people like “hm cris or rita who do i like more” no i just like them i love them they are my fRIENDS
69. Are you watching tv right now?
No, I am waiting for pat to get back to drive me to school
72. What colour are your towels?
75. Favourite animal?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Chocolate brownie thunder or cookie dough
81. Favourite tv show?
Tie between Hannibal, My Mad Fat Diary, and Orange is the New Black
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
87. First person you talked to today?
90. Name a person you love?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
96. Favourite actress?
Hhhhhhh I don’t have one, maybe Ellen Paige??
99. Have any pets?
Lizard, 2 cats, dog
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
THIS IS SUCH A DUMB QUESTION DOES ANYONE NOT
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
108. What should you be doing?
I should be in art class
111. Do you have trust issues?
I don’t think so?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Eh, sometimes, but because I’m afraid of monsters :/
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
(I left for school and now I’m doing the rest at 9)
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
126. Are you currently bored?
129. What your zodiac sign?
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I don’t know?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Um mine is wavy, Kai’s is curly, and I tend to be more attracted to people with curly hair.
141. Night or Day?
Depends. I like both.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
147. Mars or snickers?
I haven’t had Mars and I don’t like Snickers
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"Daß der Leibel krank ist."
i decided last night that if kai and i ever got married nobody would like our proposal because i’d probably just pull a ring out of a nearby drawer after sex and be like “marry me cutie” and put it on their nip and they’d be happy